Thursday, July 4, 2013
From Kim and me... ❤
You know I've had a bit of a sad moment looking for this picture through my archive, because I've seen so many shots of my Kim, and you know I have become very emotional, so much that I'm having troubles typing this.
Looks like yesterday that I was cuddling a small pup in my arms, the first I had ever had, and I was not sure what I had to do to be a good Mom to her, and in the blink of an eye I was outside the crematory, in a surreal, snow-covered landscape and a Christmas tree all blinking with tiny white lights, with a heavy heart and my mind filled with so many mixed thoughts... yet she was there with me and inspiring me, even in that very moment. She gave me inspiration, and lots of ideas and energy( I just had to take a piece of paper out of my bag, a grocery bill actually, and jot them down) so that I could have tangible proof, in a time of great pain when doubt was trying to arise, that life and love and friendship are eternal. And that she was there with me, even if my 5 senses could not perceive her. She reminded me I always have the 6th. Thank you, my baby.
And while looking through my archive, and seeing all of those photographs, I could still remember all of the moments I have spent with her taking them. I was completely present and living in the moment, and I put all of myself in what I was doing. Hence, I truly captured energy in my photographs- mine, Kim's and that around us, and that's why I can still perceive the warmth of the sun while I was taking this particular photo, I can remember that moment so vividly, I remember the lights, the part of our old garden we were in, the exact movements I made to bring the white bench there in the middle of the lawn, that it was a sunday, which hour of the day it was. I will tell you more about this subject in a future post, maybe you never thought of that before.
As for now, I will leave you with my sweet Americana Kim, and wish you Happy Fourth!
Have fun, be safe my friends across the pond!